
So just like my brother. He can beat the shit out of me, and I have to just take it, because he is a child.
He basically violenced me off my PC, and claimed it.
I wanted to be a developer, and create the kind of games that I wanted to play. Now, I just want to survive.
I feel that there is some world that others were brought into, that I was left too long to believe that I am a part of it, and I suffered a lot, trying to have the normalcy that others take for granted.
This is not my world, I don’t belong in it. My goal is to become independent enough to not have to worry about other humans exploiting me at all, or die trying.

So just like my brother. He can beat the shit out of me, and I have to just take it, because he is a child.
He basically violenced me off my PC, and claimed it.


I mostly don’t, my job forced me to be fit and lean. I at most hydrate, shower, and shave. I eat whatever garbage I can, and sleep in a dump.
My father revealed a secret. If he feels it is funny to just have secret income while letting me handle the debt, it’s going to be less funny when I give my 2 weeks in October. Maybe I will survive, or maybe kill myself. Will see.
But I can’t be sane with this kind of job, need to self-correct.

Heck no, I bailed an ex-friend for 20$, depending on the month, 20-50$ max is what I would give to all my friends combined.
Right now, that is 0$


Yes it is, we are being squeezed! We have less ways out. I’m far better than I ever was, actually have better health, and fitness. Yet, it is hopeless.
You actually can’t die, you just come back from purgatory.
Awesome: I am basically extremely superhuman in almost every way, and can wield magic once I learn it. Expanded body and mind capacity that persists through loops.
Horrible: Stuck in a time loop in a shadow realm, and the gods don’t like me very much. Life in the loop is slow, tedious, painstaking. I am still my moron self, who would take forever to achieve the same feats as the character, and with a lot less pain tolerance. Some sort of deal with dark gods was made, in return for giving them (others) souls, who knows what the consequences are (besides being sent to the shadow realm).
Yeah, I’d just keep expanding my body and mind permanently, until nothing is impossible, including slaying the gods. But I would probably do something typically lame as fuck instead, like go on the good path and live in Valhala for as long as possible.
EDIT: Nwm, I played superhero idle simulator or something, the power collecting one. I’m damn fucked, also timeloops and always a stronger fish. No vacations, just beating up weak villians at best.


Dick first.

He is like that incompetent boss, as a matter of fact.


Firing a nuke at Israel…interesting…parallel there.
Paper tissies, ah I got a chill and I am so miserable right now!


Being a Democrat in name only, does not make you a decent person whatsoever.
Mr hair sniffer, stall on Ukraine, drill in the arcticson, is not a good person.

I was reffering to myself, I am a man. I will not be cursing anyone else with myself.

Women like beer bellies, and big forearms.
Everything men hate, women like.

If you love your wife and you are broke, you won’t make her your wife.
They are just avoiding selfish people who will drag them down.


Biden is a war criminal that prepped the way for Trump to come to power.
If you feel any pitty for him, you should stop NOW.


Hmm…to be fair, me neither.
How tf are you supposed to avoid stress nowadays? Be born rich?
This is beautiful…

Also same reason I refuse to have or moderate any NSFW first community.
I know very well what I would have to see, and I’m just not made of tough stuff.
Being told to do something I’m doing, or accused of shit, makes me fly into a rage instantly.