I wanted to be a developer, and create the kind of games that I wanted to play. Now, I just want to survive.

I feel that there is some world that others were brought into, that I was left too long to believe that I am a part of it, and I suffered a lot, trying to have the normalcy that others take for granted.

This is not my world, I don’t belong in it. My goal is to become independent enough to not have to worry about other humans exploiting me at all, or die trying.

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Cake day: December 5th, 2024

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  • Well look, if people 20 years ago, people 5 years ago, Claude, DeepSeek, and now you, all tell me it’s ADHD, all I can say is I’m fucked atm, because I got into debt getting my brother diagnosed with Asperger.

    EDIT: Still, I have one plan, there’s no confusion about what I have to do, I just literally can’t because my memory is Gorked, and there’s new problems every day from all the unresolved issues (obviously, I’m holding up my entire family right now).









  • I don’t have much that my clueless 18 year old self could use. “Brother has Aspergers”, maybe to shortsell a company stock at a certain date, or tge government employment program link, which would be a bad idea (I would speedrun losing a job and confidence).

    So the first one (no money for stocks, parents that won’t listen).