Idk, I did some dumb shit with a Zip file.
I wanted to be a developer, and create the kind of games that I wanted to play. Now, I just want to survive.
I feel that there is some world that others were brought into, that I was left too long to believe that I am a part of it, and I suffered a lot, trying to have the normalcy that others take for granted.
This is not my world, I don’t belong in it. My goal is to become independent enough to not have to worry about other humans exploiting me at all, or die trying.
Idk, I did some dumb shit with a Zip file.
I made a Zip bomb, hid it, called it virus, and found the school OS reinstalled for what would have been a relatively harmless, and very basic trick.
I used Kubuntu, and it really, fucking, sucks.
You instantly are forced to have an outdated package manager, that you are blocked from updating.
Let’s not start, please.
You can always make one using your own data.
Fucking Lumo? The thing they spam in ads about being superior to OpenClaw? Ok, I will bite. What’s the catch?
More like, you have a few months or days in your entire life that you are actually living, but you are alive for long, long after.
You can potentially live until the heat death of the universe. Nothing so special about your body, that not so distant future science would not be able to repair, recycle, or modify. It’s usually your DNA getting so damaged, that the proteins you need aren’t produced in as much quantity as needed. Eventually, you lose the careful equilibrium that you had in your youth, grow weaker, and die.
It’s not such a big secret as it seems, it’s just that there’s a fuckton of the proteosphere, and it’s really fucking hard to untangle all of it, or modify it safely.
The real issue is the moments that pass us by forever, the loss of meaning, and loss of status that come inevitably, and the loss of innocent wonder as well. Those initial moments DO cement who and what you are forever.
So the most messed up thing our sick society does, is convince young people that, because their projected lifespan might be something like 80 year old, that they have 80 years to live.
No, how much you have to live depends on you, what you live for, how you live it, etc.
Accomplished people essentially live their full lifespans.
While cubicle zombies are just waiting for the day they die, all meaning deleted from their lives (except their families, if they have any).
I mean, they got the drugs part, and it was ahead of schedule!
However, it was never sustainable.


This is actually my exact basis for a future community I was planning.
Which I wonder if it is redundant by now…
Humans have utterly proven their uselessness with this. So many people, unable to put up a decent fight for justice.
So many people, unable to do the right thing.
I promise you, if billionaires vanished mysteriously, the world QoL would shoot up MASSIVELY.
We are a small company. Productivity absolutely dips.
After 15 days, the government has to pay instead, so long as you can prove you are sick.
If you are un(lucky), you can basically be on permanent sick leave here.
I actually did this during fucking Corona, and I still do it often, literally until they drive me away, because I’m that afraid of being accused of dodging work.
They brought it on themselves, I suppose.
As Kratos said, we must be better men.
Ok, Trolley problem: pull the lever to kill 3000 people, or let the trolley run over 8.4 billion people.
Same, I use It, and that is not because of gender dysphoria (I don’t have any).


I have Kubuntu on a VM. I feel like I need to buy another device right now, just to pull it off. It takes me basically all day to do one hour of work, because idk why…I’m totally fucked. So I’m afraid of messing up the transition.
I’m already used to the sudo, apt, and npm package nonsense that everyone has to deal with.
I already accepted that it will always be broken, there will always be more workarounds, and one type might fuck up my entire OS (happened already).
EDIT: I did delete Paypal.
I’m very shitty, and I hate myself to the point where I want to obliterate my personality with a specific program that I set up (and have issues setting into motion). But yeah, I do feel far superior to the average person, because I don’t think having a condition, being a different skin color, nation, or orientation should get you put in a fucking labor camp, and I actively care about the fate of humanity. I can’t just be chill with some person dying next to me, it is NOT fine!
Yep, sounds like something I do every day.