I wanted to be a developer, and create the kind of games that I wanted to play. Now, I just want to survive.

I feel that there is some world that others were brought into, that I was left too long to believe that I am a part of it, and I suffered a lot, trying to have the normalcy that others take for granted.

This is not my world, I don’t belong in it. My goal is to become independent enough to not have to worry about other humans exploiting me at all, or die trying.

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Cake day: December 5th, 2024
  • WorldsDumbestMan@lemmy.todaytoLemmy Shitpost@lemmy.world•love venn diagrams🫶English
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    3 days ago

    Yeah, it was I guess, find someone who is more like a friend (that you happen to also fuck), maybe the same approach for someone I don’t want to fuck (but for romantic reasons instead), or maybe both, no need for those to be exclusive.

    Now I’m exposed to people because I’m used to it I guess, but I’m prepping myself mentally to not depend on people, because I’m also used to be rejected as a bad person because I can’t do certain things. Like, being lazy for having ADHD. Mostly punished for things I can’t control, when I would rather be away from those people alltogether. I started prepping myself for a world that admits no rights.

  • WorldsDumbestMan@lemmy.todaytoLemmy Shitpost@lemmy.world•love venn diagrams🫶English
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    3 days ago

    I was curious about what it would be like to have a fuck buddy for a while to be honest, thought it would be interesting and shit, unlike one-night stands.

    Anyway, humans became too terrifying and morally repugnant recently to do anything like that.

    Once some minimum standards, like human rights, international law, and just basic decency is restored, once there is some actual hope for this species going into the Jetsons future, instead of blade runner, or AM, then we can talk.

  • WorldsDumbestMan@lemmy.todaytoLemmy Shitpost@lemmy.world•youEnglish
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    6 days ago

    Realizing that even if you own nothing, if you find wild unowned land to live on, you still need to renew your ID all the time. We are all property, even the quite rich people would be subject to the same, the moment they try to disentangle their wealth from the system.

    So, even if you aren’t given shitty cards, which already can determine your entire future to a large degree, you are still forced to essentially enslave someone to lessen the slavery to yourself.

    Forced is the key word here.