Don’t feel bad, everyone is just faking it.

Hm, sounds like it. Micron is certainly reputable, and the issues hints at memory, although I’ve had similar that turned out not to be ram. Certainly very weird!

On another note, I personally do absolutely not trust btrfs due to its creator and very long time shaky lossy raid issues. Since there are enough performant and proven long time reliable filesystems available I use others.

Anyhow, getting to the point - I’d not entirely rule out something with btrfs as a separate issue too. I’ve just seen too many things that your ram issues could’ve been a few freak issues resulting in this.

Although I fully agree in your deduction!

Interesting. I actually read stuff like that related to Asrock boards and never used them. Sounds like I made the right choice.

If I may ask: how?

(background: always owned multiple pc / built frequently / never had one stick of bad ram over decades. Was it just luck or better vendor or good handling)

Sometimes. Some better, some worse. Shitty all over.

And it’s also an issue for the disabled (motor abilities). It’s easy making a mess all over with these fucking caps.

Yeah, this time I was close to a meltdown. Hard to understand (by now I think impossible for them) and loaded with prejudice. But we will find a way, I guess.

Thanks, although my situation with own family is different your ideas might still apply. Especially being/keeping busy. Maybe it’s a good idea or worth a try to involve myself more (thereby being busier) instead of trying to keep out somehow and still be there.

Thanks, finding out about ones own autism after having an own family is a little challenging.

Jup but it’s a bit difficult if your non autistic wife does want to have guests.

High functioning buddy high five! Welcome.

I updated the post. I mean the trouble of new year’s eve directly. It’s loud and busy. Lucky for anyone living in circumstances to be able to just not participate but our street is loud and busy and family demands at least a little participation.

Yes yes, I know, but the issue is as often with the people around us.

They make a big fuzz. If you have family it might not be possible to just ignore everyone.

So what is your situation, how are you able to just ignore it.

It always was.

I own the bundle and think it is good, but Mario kart 8 is better.

I had a little difficulty understanding the story, but aside from of course not knowing you nor your age or English even being my first language I think I get the gist.

Yeah, for like 30 years one small thing could ruin my day. I left that mostly behind me but I think wanting to avoid this is one of the big reasons for unhealthy masking. Luckily I’m older now, found out I’m an Autist and simply don’t gaf at many times.

The situation can still be hard.

Indeed, but I figure with adhd the poster can’t stop or always restarts 😉

I might be thinking in too simple terms but… Vlc (on android) can do everything and has no ads?

Thanks, it makes me so angry being sort of a cast out of society and then you even have to fight to get that acknowledged.

They’re not specialized in atypicals and adults and the result is expected - I’m atypical so they don’t see it in me. However at least it confirmed that in all done tests (4) my values are completely off the normal range aka well in ASS.

Still they deny. But maybe it’ll be a help to get a place for a better diagnosis.

Got my ‘diagnosis’ papers from the clinic. I specifically asked for a standardized test and icd diagnosis. Which they didn’t do, essentially ripping me off. The money is lost and I couldn’t yet bring myself to open the letter which can be nothing but disappointment.