I’m genuinely gonna try to end it if I dont meet anyone to talk to and bond with. I cant with this, I seem to be an exception while everyone else seems to succeed to at least keep a conversation going. also, this conservative family is suffocating me. and environment is I have melatonin, some atarax and maybe some adderall in the house. nothing really lethal per se, but if I combine it with alcohol and something else, it might be deadly. I honestly dont know what to do
I usually don’t like giving out personal information too, but I guess lemmy’s still better than any mainstream/data-harvesting platform like reddit, I’d like to make it one of the only spaces where I can express myself and that’s partly why I created an account on this instance lol