I’m genuinely gonna try to end it if I dont meet anyone to talk to and bond with. I cant with this, I seem to be an exception while everyone else seems to succeed to at least keep a conversation going. also, this conservative family is suffocating me. and environment is I have melatonin, some atarax and maybe some adderall in the house. nothing really lethal per se, but if I combine it with alcohol and something else, it might be deadly. I honestly dont know what to do
I already have an account
then feel welcome. I remember when I joined it felt difficult to break the stream of messages and find an opportunity to post something, but honestly, just post your thoughts there and you will see people are very friendly to talk to