Sadly this describes every day of my life and has led to some serious, serious depression problems. Being able to spot things from miles out sounds pretty amazing on paper, but it’s really truly a special kind of hell when you can’t actually do anything about all the horrible, horrible things you see in the horizon. To anyone else who is also like this, I truly hope you shoulder it well. It is not an easy thing to live with.
I spent so long being part of /r Collapse. It was a bit latter than expected, but it is finally here.
Spent too much useful time going for longshot jobs, and trying to be something I’m not, instead of settling for what little I can get, like other people.
In the short-term, I have co-workers questioning why I’m doing things “wrong” and “correcting” me, then I watch as my back gets strained, and we lose time, making the “mistake” I had seen coming.
Sadly this describes every day of my life and has led to some serious, serious depression problems. Being able to spot things from miles out sounds pretty amazing on paper, but it’s really truly a special kind of hell when you can’t actually do anything about all the horrible, horrible things you see in the horizon. To anyone else who is also like this, I truly hope you shoulder it well. It is not an easy thing to live with.
I spent so long being part of /r Collapse. It was a bit latter than expected, but it is finally here.
Spent too much useful time going for longshot jobs, and trying to be something I’m not, instead of settling for what little I can get, like other people.
In the short-term, I have co-workers questioning why I’m doing things “wrong” and “correcting” me, then I watch as my back gets strained, and we lose time, making the “mistake” I had seen coming.