the worst part is idek what my gender identity really is. woman is the best approximation but beyond that im too weird to fit neatly in anyones box. we’re all our own special little goblins at the end of the day.

a dwarf in a flask, homunculus

ass :3

yes and no. i pick up on a lot thanks to decades of being expected to be a mind reader and a clairvoyant. its honestly painful because a lot of times it doesnt feel like i have a choice but to be hypervigilant, even if im exhausted. it can be pretty useful sometimes, but the problem is i learned this with people who treated me like shit, so theres lots of behaviors that i take with a severely negative implication. when im dealing with someone who isnt trying to manipulate me or hurt me, someone who cares about me, my reading of the implication can be very wrong. this has cost me a lot more than i care to admit over the years. its been really hard trying to let go and trust people to be honest with me, but im making progress.

what id give for a protrusive ass…

i wish that were so…

which base is her caring about me as a person?

so real no one can do anything but upvote and try to forget the horrors, at least for the moment

edward…

could be wrong but maybe if we stopped giving them a reason to flush meth down the toilet people would stop. no one wants to flush drugs down the toilet. they do it to avoid criminal charges for normal human behavior.

gross why would anyone want a fucking chatbot automoderating their server? thats just giving all your chat to an ai company. fuck off with this trash.

the real answer is paying really close attention to her responses, having a general idea of where on a womans body it feels good to touch, and being motivated and enthusiastic to make her feel good. sometimes i get in the zone and it almost feels like i can feel what theyre feeling. empathy goes such a long way its crazy.

frotting huh 👀

people like to recommend that book but its pretty bad advice for autists in my opinion. its way too vague and doesnt really lay out a central underlying thesis of human socialization, instead relying on the reader already having a basic grasp in the first place. we’re all different but i find having an overarching theory to fall back on much more useful than a loose bag of recommended actions.

i hope she comes to blahaj.zone next time. shes such a vibe shell fit right in.

yeah usually accompanied by profuse sweating

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such a good girl communicating your needs and boundaries :3

me:

couple minutes in: ow!

couple more minutes in: ow!

30 seconds later: ow!

30 more seconds later: how long can i hold it…? ooooooow!

the researchers:

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