it really does help to just talk to a friend, even if all they do is listen. ive worked myself up into a mental health episode worrying about stuff and just told a friend im struggling and felt so much better it was crazy. they literally didnt do anything but listen to me. sometimes it feels like rubber ducking, just gotta get the words out to recontextualize the problem and see that its not so bad.

well if that aint the pot calling the kettle black. what a weird way to insult the ingroup for the pedo party.

yeah there are evil asshole autistic people. no group is absent some evil pieces of shit. idk how they got that way but i know if they do have a sense of justice they only apply it to themselves.

also ive proven it to be false empirically. i masked for decades and no one liked me till i started being myself.

life hack, just dont wear a bra :3

por que no los dos

hey me too :3 just know im gonna roll over about 100 times before i fall asleep

moles? i thought i heard they were dingleberries.

one doesnt simply decide to be emo. you either are or arent. the only decision is whether to embrace the aesthetic (T_T)

i dont think ive ever used a speach computer interface that wasnt hot garbage and misunderstood half of what i said unless i talked to it really slow like it was an idiot. pretty much every time it would have been faster to use the tactile interface. i dont even have that much of an accent compared to generic american.

that would be so fucking cold. i bet you would injure yourself sticking a bunch of frozen stuff up your butt. idk if it would be serious or not but theres some sensitive tissue and a lot of blood flow through there.

bullshit is also a feeling that i experience. its like a very literal feeling that i get when people start bullshitting, especially when its directed at me. they start saying things that dont square with my understanding of the nature of reality and i can just feel the bullshit. i dont just trust this feeling because sometimes im wrong and it comes from a desire to really understand the world. the problem is many neurotypical people just want to be right, so when you disagree with them or even just ask for clarification they see it as a personal attack.

miku is goals. difficult painful unsustainable goals. but it would be fuckin cool to have for a minute, just once.

i do that yes. i just dont have much libido on 100mg. im going to try to get my dose upped to 200mg.

i need more prog id rather have this than what i got

i cant be bothered to read everyone elses replys but ive found the best thing for me is some earbuds with a nice pair of over ear hearing protection. ive got some industrial over ear earmuffs with a 32 dB or so attenuation. those by themselves help a ton, but to really get the isolation ill play some brown noise or ocean waves through my earbuds. the combination of controlled noise and high attenuation of outside noise provides almost perfect sound isolation, to the point i cant hear anything in the room, even someone speaking right next to me. it helps if you can find a kind of noise thats comfortable for you, like i said for me something like brown noise or ocean waves work best. they’re soothing for me but you might prefer something else.

i enjoy my corn popped, on the cob, or in corn bread. the unholy corn syrups produced by the heretical food industry can get fucked.

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