Thanks for sharing ask these intimate details, your sister, you recent involvements. I think the clubs and socializing can be difficult, especially where you don’t feel you fit in. If you can identify your interests and connect with people in some small group around that, it can help in more than just that activity and socializing. You can make connections, friends even, and find a little bit of a place in community. I look back at my life of trying to fit in, and difficulties with that, and still have. But I’ve noticed benefits in community where there is some commonality. My wife suggests another connection possibility, since I’ve become so interested in watercolor painting. I’ve been looking for some group or class to join others in painting. I think the conversation with your sister is good, and I probably need to do the same with my brother, but I’m not sure where to start.