I’m already 35, and I don’t think I could get anything at this age, especially in an area with almost no third places, almost nonexistent mental health system, etc.
Yes I know, friends do exist, but it’s just not the same (unless you happen to regularly have sex, cuddle, etc. with your friends).


You can’t. This is part of you. You can make yourself numb and live the rest of your life in a daze, or you can change your circumstances.
If I were you I would move, even without a financial safety net. Better to be destitute in a place where you have time for friends than to be alone for the rest of your life.