and this is miserable tbh. back then in school, I could just finish a task anytime at bare minimum, low effort but original & I can explain in details.
But now I’m doing stuff for money, I really want to complete my job properly which I have the skill & knowledge, just can’t get it there even if I force myself to sit. I’ve also been procastinating to get diagnosed for 2 years, mostly because don’t really know how to navigate the beaurocracy in my country.
and this is miserable tbh. back then in school, I could just finish a task anytime at bare minimum, low effort but original & I can explain in details.
But now I’m doing stuff for money, I really want to complete my job properly which I have the skill & knowledge, just can’t get it there even if I force myself to sit. I’ve also been procastinating to get diagnosed for 2 years, mostly because don’t really know how to navigate the beaurocracy in my country.
Which country? And it sounds like you surely should. Maybe even pay yourself if you could?