I don’t think I have autism either, but I’m just different. I like most people, but most people do not like me and I have no idea why. I’m as nice as can be, and don’t have angry outbursts or unpleasant habits and I’m very friendly. I’m just not most people’s idea of what a guy should be, though i don’t know why. I’m not effeminate or anything, and if I were, I don’t see anything wrong with that anyway. I just don’t fit into their ideal picture of what a person should be for some reason. But, I do have good friends who are loyal and I do have plenty of fun just doing what I do - so it’s all OK.